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Hindi ko na kayang tiisin tong kagaguhang nangyayari sa buhay ko -_-

Nakaka asar…

Pota walang pinag bago…

The best part on living in a dorm is the part where “NO ONE CAN BOTHER YOU” unlike these circumstances that is happening to me right now…

1) someone is sleeping in my bed… how can i sleep when someone is sleeping in my bed??? We got ourselves different room, why don’t you use them?… its too annoying to sleep when someone is you know is hugging all your pillows -_-

2) someone is sleeping near my bed (using a bed foam)… what the hell! i know its cool to sleep in an airconditioned room… and your blaming me for the rise in our monthly bill? i can sleep without air condition, leave me alone…

3) why dont i clean my room? cause you’ll only make it worse after i clean it… the foam looks worst… if your really want to sleep in my room, why dont you use the bed? you dont want to sleep with me? Then go out! You want aircondition? Take that air conditioner outta here…

4) my laptop is over used… when i leave, someone will eventualy use this poor laptop to for pornage (and as if i dont have all the log of the browsers)… Pornage = virus = Fixing the Problem = Me = Bored… what the hell…

other than that… i have more rants about my life…

1) leave me alone… Yeah i got gadgets, but please bring it back to me after use… i dont want to histerically find almost all my items… ALWAYS!

2) please tell me everything that you borrow, you dont know, i might use them (when i use them they’re gone… and that makes my blood boil)

3) you can clean my room, but dont hide my items… yeah im a clumsy one, but IF NO ONE CAN ENTER MY ROOM (ESPECIALLY WITHOUT MY PERMISSION) i wont loose my precious items (i misplace it, then some bullshit picks it up and misplace it somewhere)

4) Imma nothing compare to you, Yeah im nothin, So what? LEAVE ME ALONE…

5) My Room is not a place for drunks who want to sober down… Papalamig? dun ka sa labas…

Ahhh my life in this house is bullshit I want to cry in frustration right now T_T

Processor
Intel Core 2 Quad Q6600 $219.99

Liquid Coolant
DD - Water Box Plus $209.95

Mother Board
GIGABYTE GA-EP45T-UD3P LGA 775 Intel P45 ATX Intel Motherboard $139.99

Memory (RAM)
Kingston 4GB (2 x 2GB) 240-Pin DDR3 SDRAM DDR3 1333 (PC3 10600) Dual Channel Kit Desktop Memory $58.99

Video Graphics Accelarator (Video Card)
XFX HD-485X-ZDFC Radeon HD 4850 1GB 256-bit GDDR3 PCI Express 2.0 x16 HDCP Ready CrossFire Supported Video Card

$144.99

Power Supply
ENERMAX REVOLUTION85+ ERV1050EWT 1050W ATX12V / EPS12V SLI Ready CrossFire Certified 80 PLUS SILVER Certified

Modular Active PFC Power Supply $325.99

Hard Drive
Seagate Barracuda 7200.12 ST31000528AS 1TB 7200 RPM 32MB Cache SATA 3.0Gb/s 3.5″ Hard Drive $99.99

Add Ons (Card Reader)
Nippon Labs ICR-BB All-in-one USB +eSATA Card Reader $19.99

UPS
DirectUPS VP800 800VA 480W 3 Outlets UPS $77.99

DVD Drive
ASUS Black 18X DVD-ROM 48X CD-ROM SATA DVD-ROM Drive Model DVD-E818A3T BULK - OEM  $18.99

DROOLS… its not even the peek of high end computer nowadays… but if anyone could give me this… i’ll accept this with kiss and hugs XD

Hmmm what do i want right now?

I want a house with a bath room, bed room and a dining room… i want a desktop computer having high end specs in my bed room, my dining room’s fridge will be filled with my favorite liquor’s hahaha… with cup noodles and something a newbie in cooking could actually cook, my bed room will also have a 26 inches flat screen TV, a dvd player, set of loud speakers…

high end specs… 8 gig of ddr4 memory, 2 gig ddr4 video memory, 1tb of diskspace, quad core processor… any kind of motherboard will do… the rig will be cooled using a liquid cooling system…

the place should be near my school (i dont want to spend hours of my life walking towards college) w8 an aircon would suit the place very well… and  maybe lots of food Hahaha!

… ok i’ll make it a dream for now… /sleeps

I just wanted to say thank you to my friend for supporting me emotionally… Siguro kung wala kayo durug na siguro utak at puso ko… pag kasama ko tong mga tarantadong to para bang wala nang problema sa mundo… Hahaha… Angasan gagohan to the max… pero masaya parin… Once na pumasok ako sa lugar na tinatambayan natin hindi ko na maramdaman ung oras… actually alas dos na nga ako umuwi ngaun eh dahil lang nakakatuwa talagang umistay dun… kaysa naman sa boring, lifeless house na to… puro kalokohan lang ginagawa… (hmm.. kalokohan lang din naman ginagawa namin eh hahaha)… nalimutan ko na may gagawin nga pala akong research, typing job at serialization ngaun -_-… what the hell… well wala kong magagawa dun… siguro mamaya ko nalang uli sya gagawin (buti nalang hindi nag babasa ng mga blog ang mga kumag)… Masyado akong nagiisip ng mga bagay bagay na hindi naman dapat isipin… ewan ko ba… hindi ko ma enjoy ung sabi ng prof ko na “imbis na mamroblema ka lunurin mo ang sarili mo sa ligaya” hayzz… hmm… mai type narin sa aking online diary ang problema ko para naman mabawasan ang burden kahit onte…

peer pressure (3rd year college nadapat ako pero parang 1st year irregular ako -_-), akala ng father ko 3rd year na ko at inaasahan nya na gragraduate na ko within 2 years (im not graduating in 2 year sorry, im really sorry… ), nahihirapan na ko sa studies ko (the greatest obstacle to my learning is boredom… i cant find the way to get over it), my heart aches… seriously im getting a heart burn every once in a while now…, Im still single (medyo hindi ko prinoproblema to eh… pero since na lalaki ako napapagkamalan akong vadessa ORE WA HOMO-JANAI haiss…), hindi naman nakaka2long mga tao d2 sa bahay… pampabigat pa ng dalahin ko… mga pinsan ko gragraduate na… -_- haist… minsan nga naiisip ko na mag EMO eh… pero “no” ako dyan… my life is precious… once lang ako mabubuhay sisirain ko pa… -_-…

done.. im going to sleep

Hurray for me… its my first blog post for the year 2009!? Merry christmas… LoL

What am i doing here??? None… im heck bored of watching TV so ive decided to put a rant in this blog space…

#1 rant for the past 2 year of my life : IM FUCKING BORED! its always the same things everyday!!! Study - Play - Eat - Sleep - and so on and so on!…. i feel like im wasting my precious lifetime in studying subjects and courses that soon will be forgotten since i will “NOT” (I WONT) use them (i wont be using history im reallLLLY SURE)… if ive know that college life would be this boring i should have practiced yoga…

i wont be posting any more… i dont like to get too emotional over cybre space… hahaha

BTW: im watching tales of the abyss… its a worthwhile piece… it has the things that i like when im watching an anime… romance, fighting, drama and fantasy… now its one of my favourite “TALES OF” game… how i wish i have a slim ps2 to play with it…

hmm… what r t3h achievements of mine for this past months… hmmm

learned the l33t l4ngu3g3…
i now know how to use MiRC… Yey for me~! ^.^
More anime conventions attended…Hataw Hanep Hero 3… UST tomasinotaku… and for the month of april…  Megamall XD otakuzine XD Wooot for me again ^^
lost me crappy cellphone (i call that as an achievement~!)
Lvl’d my catherine to 100 (granado espada)
… no more no less XD

I really hate studying for know… know why?? i still dont find a suitable …hmmm… ENCOURAGEMENT LIKE Something~ (nosebleed, headache) i cant find a suitable word that fits t3h description XD…. maybe too find the Light between the darkness LOL Nyahahaha… i feel like im not learning anything in school… especially that "hey i know all the answer professor in math" and his "wooot im so cool, an engineer like me wont hang my class to w8 for your slow learning buthead to learn" personality…

i really dont care if i fail his class (i dont call it failure cause after midterms i dont attend his classes anymore)… yet im still bothered by my thoughts "what will my parents tell to me, will they stop funding my studies and left me here" oh my god… considering that i fail 8 units now… 3 more units (Teo, not sure though… i hate you bala XD)… and most likely ah few more… thats 11+… sob…

ahhh forget the crappy school works… what i really want to learn is something to do with computer and… stuffs concerning computer… its not that the college sucks… i just dont feel @ school when i am in that place… i feel more like a "tambay" when i am in siena…. arghhh but then again… thx to ms.lapastora and mrs.lana for not makig that place… such a boring one XD YOU ROCK Ma’ams XD

hmm.. suddenly now.. yeah only now… i notice that my parents are drifting far away from me (yeah as if i have one… Lulz…)… sorry for being such a… w8 let me rephrase that… sorry for being a TERRIBLE son to you guys… XD.. gome~! XD
well i think they wont need me for t3h rest of their lives… they have sons and daughters now… Heh~!@… and for that, i think that after finishing my college (will i really finish my college) i will leave this household… cut away my communications with them and flee away from this ub3r boring place… >.<

ahhhh… the thing i can do now is w8 for destiny to get me… *oohhh i hope death claims me first XD* eh… enough with the diary like composition in the blog

jansuke another: Hey fuck Emo dipshit weak stop posting your thoughts here someone in your family might read this
jansuke: yeah right as if someone will ever read this thing *emo…*
jansuke another another: heh i hope somebody read this and post a comment like wooo you  SOOOO~! emo get a hold of your life thingy…
jansuke: yeah if i see something in this blog ill definitely use my haxxor knowledge to get him/her in the net… XD *yeah i wish*

well thats all for today… *yawns* minna, arigato XD

Well new year na ano kayang magbabago sakin ngaun?? hmm… teka list ko lang mga wish ko ngaung year na to…

Maging 3 year na ko (sa wakas? or kahit Ireg lang hehehe)
Magkaroon ako ng sarili kong kwarto (ayoko kasi ng may kasama matulog s kwarto ko… Meme nababasa mo ba toh? wahahaha)
Hmm… Magkaroon ng PSP, DVD, at sariling TV.
Magkaroon ng isang maganda part time Job para s mga night crawlers na katulad ko…
Gusto kong lumipat ng SCHOOL (ayako sa sienna di ako na chachallenge puro kabalbalan lang angginagawa ko dun… at ayakong masanay ng ganun)
At least makakilala at maging friend ang isang babaeng OTAKUng katulad ko : P
Hmm… magkaroon ng TRANCEDENT JOB class sa Ragnarok (91 na ko eh)
Magkaroon ng Collection ng anime titles at manga… (meron n kong collection kaso oonti plng bilng nga lng s daliri eh)
Magkaroon ng Private Swimming POOOOOOOOL : P
Maging close sa kanya _Oo (sino kaya sya? si AMP hahaha)

Hmm… ano pa bang masasabi ko… BORING christmas ko…
wala man lang magandang mangyari amp

Sabi nga nila new year new life… Ehhh?! sana nga hehehe

even though a day has pass… i still cant forget that awesome day! hehehe
that was my first time going outside the boundaries of rizal with my friends… the first time i went to an anime convention… the first time to see in real time, a cosplayer WOOT… the first time i went to mall with my buddies… what a day for me!

"Nakaka hilo indi padin ako matulog ngaung araw na to" <- translation… im tired LOL

hmm… what exactly did happen at that day?… well first we went to seven eleven waiting for one of our buddy MIKO NIKO… which eventually didnt come with us… we just wasted 3 hours of our life that day…  amp miko nido "daming nawawala sau tol nyahahaha" <-translation he is a b0llSH3T hehehe

12:00pm we arrived at SM Megamall… We eat our hearts out… Went to COMIC ALLEY @ 12:30 not knowing that the tickets were sold inside the place where the convention will take place AHH!!!… mon bought a piggy chain and ruben bought a mokona doll while i stare at the Ms. Kazami’s Figurine… (well i dont have the money to buy that expensive little HOttie) after that my CP rang and albert (my long lost friend) called and told me that he is coming with us… with the time running i didnt waste any time and told him come right now HAYAKU! hahaha!… after that we leave the place… rode our way to SM Mall of ASIA…

a little skit before entering MOA…
Jansuke: A, B, C, D, E, F?… asan ung X?
Albert: Uu nga wala nang X…
Robert: Baka dun sa dulo
Ruben, Lance: *fighting recklessly*
Mon: *cool guy*
Jansuke: Aun ung X WOOOT
All: YEY! *merrily goes to SMX*

Inside SMX

Jansuke: *Shock*
All: *wooo an laki*
Albert: Ang laki ng bouncer nila
Robert: We can now fulfill anything <-translation in tagalog "Kaya na nating gawin ang lahat naka punta na tau sa mall of asia"
Your asking why did robert told that?… here’s your answer… of all our gimmicks wannabe this "moa tour" is the only successful one…

Inside:
PANIKS… HELL BREAKS LOOSE…
Jansuke: Dahan dahan lang… san tau?
Moon: DOon
Lance: Dun tau wak dyan
Jansuke: asan n kaya ung mga kasama ko!? nag ka walaan na amp….
Ruben: *runs ahead… taking pics of the cosplayers*
Jansuke: waa nasan din ung Gendounian’s d2?
Jansuke: @_@

After that we sang RUNG… goes around in circles… buys anything that occupies space… SUNG… watched cosplayers, admire them…. and told ourself were going to do that next year! well i too want to cosplay L… Let see next year if this DREAM of us will come true

MIKO anlaki ng nawala sau hahaha!
note: im verry sorry kay kuya mike… kasi di ko sya nakita sa chow king…

well i dunoe whats gotten into me posting here in my blog… maybe im just too bored or just want to type something that soothes my mind… im currently watching an anime named "school days" and that anime "well, for me, i guess" isnt suitable for teenagers… even i cant bare to watch it "just grinding my gums while watching it via streaming"… it reminds me of how humans grab unfortunate events in life in order to get someones attention or to fall for him/her… how love blinds humans "making one surprisingly stupid <BAKA>" and how human brain thinks of such devilish thoughts "ouch that hurts…" <GRR> how one lies to his/her feeling omg <pierce’s one’s body>…. ahh why do good things happen only to good people.. huh?
this gives me the thought that human being have devil inside before and after they were born "st2pid on my side, im being @_@ right now" well that all for now… im sleepy, it already 3:31 now… T.T got to go to school tomorrow