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Looking back at the past, i notice alot of different things at a different view now… Like loving, loving is something that uses resource and it does’nt give you enough collateral for every work you have done in it, makes you put greater work in order to get a little quantity of it… Does’nt make sense right? LOT of people knew this but most people tend to ride hell to get to heaven… well thats a new view of my life, unlike in the past where i love… to despair!, to belittle myself, acting “torpe” always, well i still think i still like her right now but… i try to keep my pride high and think of the future ahead instead of day dreaming about her everyday hahaha… I’ll just pray to god (if it is still existing) to make sure she is atop of the happiness ladder everyday… and if everything goes haywire i’ll be here, i’ll lend my arms wider than the earth to her…

How about my life?… im still a sloth, nothings gonna change… I tend to make others work for me (atleast i try not to force them), i try to sleep late at nights, booze up whenever its possible (a change for me, but not a good one, being drunk is one way to make myself happy [for some reason] even if it is destroying my body)… When i think of it, i’m a cooler dude than my high school counter part Nyahahaha!!! Thats it, im running out of words right now… Taglish naman…

Hahaha… Kung dati torpe ako ngaun, Nag iisip na ko! hahaha! Kung ma iinlove ako sana naman dun sa matandang mayamang madaling mamatay… para naman instant millionaire na ko!, hayz… pero hangang ngaun single padin ako… Baket? here’s my reasons:

1.) I dont have time for it (instead of dating i prefer loafing around the house)

2.) Im still stuck in the past

3.) I cant move forward

4.) I cant afford the luxury of dating a girl using my parents money

5.) Im picky, picking a ripe fruit from a hundread non is hard

6.) It’s troublesome slash awkward to talk to a girl

at sabi nga ni albert! Ang hina ko daw! hahaha, kamusta nmn un, hehehe… Mahina tlga ko pag dating sa gantong bagay hahaha!!! Pero nakaka asar namang panoorin ang iba nag nag papakagago dahil lang dito… Kamusta naman ang mentality ko? Medyo negative, hahaha!!! I always expect the worst!!! Get ready for it, then move! (Engineer’s way of life) Madami dami ring nag pabago saken, kung dati bagsak agad ako sa sapakan ngaun bibigyan ko sila!!! I dont believe in god anymore, what the hell… darwin’s theory BOY! anong magagawa ng god mo kung tatamad tamad karin… pampagaan lang ata yan ng loob eh, pag wala ka nang kahit anong hihingan ng tulong dun sa kanya ka hahawak pero ang totoo ikaw lang ang nag babago noon… hahaha… There is no GOD and YOU KNOW ABOUT IT!

Kamusta school? Aus lang… Hindi mahirap hindi madali… exacto lang sa tingin ko wala na kong madadagdag dito… kundi

“Life is like me… Its too good to be true XD”

~ by japok on July 8, 2009.